Six Month Anniversary

I didn't even realize until just now that July 10th was my 6 month anniversary of leaving Richmond.  I'm not going to write that "it felt like just yesterday" and I'm not going to write that "it felt like a whole other lifetime ago".  It feels like both.  Or neither.

When I made the decision to move out here, it was both sudden and a long time coming.  (I think the realization of this anniversary, and the fact that it's kind of late at night and I can't sleep, is making me all introspective n' stuff.)  I remember as I was packing up and making the arrangements for my move I felt oddly calm and sure of myself.  People kept asking if I was nervous or scared and I kept telling people that I was sure the anxiety would sink in later.  Well, it's now been six months and I honestly haven't looked back once or had any regrets.

That's not to say that I don't miss all of my wonderful friends in Richmond and certain aspects of the city (Acacia, free parking, my garden), but I feel totally confident that this is where I'm supposed to be.  Coming out here was definitely risky (although a carefully calculated risk) and I have been so incredibly fortunate for the way things turned out.  I had an amazing drive across the country and visited places I'd never seen before.  I got to spend quality time in LA with my family and they've already come out for visits too!  I got to know my awesome aunt and uncle here in Seattle who I had lost touch with over the years while I was back East.  I was able to take a three month vacation, which I hadn't done in over a decade.  I found a fabulous apartment (although it would be perfect if it had hardwood floors).  Even though it can be quite stressful at times, I am learning so much from my new job and I finally feel respected and valued at work.  I am slowly, but surely making lasting friendships here in Seattle.  And finally, every morning on my walk to work I get to see the Puget Sound (and the Olympic Mountains on a clear day) and it feels wonderful to live in such a beautiful place.

People have told me how brave and strong I am to have made this change, and although I appreciate the compliment, I couldn't have done it without you guys.  To those who helped me make it through the hard times in Richmond and to those who encouraged and supported me in this crazy adventure, I really can't thank you enough!